The big disconnect

I bought my first laptop sometime in 2004. I have been constantly-connected ever since.

In June 2005, my wife and I went on a trip for our fifth wedding anniversary. We went to Vegas, San Francisco, and then up the Oregon coast in a convertible. We were in bed–in the middle of an afternoon–when I learned our summer would be cut short by my work at the World Series of Poker.

My family has taken umpteen road trips since then. On a majority of them, I’ve had the laptop tethered to something so we can stay online for the whole trip. During said trips, I’ve dictated emails to my wife while I drove. She has had several instant message conversations with co-workers while posing as me.

On a family reunion trip a couple of years ago, I ran into an internet problem during the World Cup of Poker. I hit the road immediately and drove my family through the night so I could be home in time to work the next morning. My kid puked in the car.

One December, South Carolina suffered the worst ice storm I’ve ever seen. Our power was out for three days. Our internet was down for a week. I moved the family into a hotel for part of the time. I spent the rest of the time in a Starbucks among people I hated.

I once went on vacation to Vegas. After I checked into the hotel, I was less than 100 yards out the door and onto the Strip before I got a call and had to go back to my room to work. Later in the same trip, I got a call at 3am Vegas time that required I get online.

At midnight on New Year’s Eve one year, I had to leave my own party to get online for work.

I just counted. In the past five and a half years, there has only been one time I left my laptop behind for more than a weekend. That was Langerado, March 2008. That coincides with the last time I was truly relaxed. It also measures as one of the happiest weeks I’ve had in the past ten years.

When I booked our tenth wedding anniversary trip, I made sure I was booking at a place where I could get online. It’s automatic. I do it without even thinking about it. I had every intention of taking Candace (my new MacBook Pro) along or the ride. And then I asked myself…why?

I’ve been given clearance to be offline from work (a rarity in the pat five years). I’ve pushed the deadlines on a couple of other projects back by a week. Everything else–Twitter, blogs, Facebook, the World Series of Poker, politics, crime, South Carolina, all of it–simply doesn’t matter. Whether I post here or anywhere else isn’t going to impact my life or anybody else’s.

I’m unplugging. Beginning tomorrow morning at 6am, I will turn off my computer and go to an island with the woman I love. I’ll have the iPhone in case of emergency, but will only use it to phone home or find ransom in the event of kidnapping. I will not respond to emails. I will not post anything online. Catch me on Twitter and I’ll buy you dinner at Michael Mina.

There is a note on my desktop. It reads: “Find your head. Use it.”

This week will be an attempt to achieve step one.

A man in need of a vacation

Brad Willis

Brad Willis is a writer based in Greenville, South Carolina. Willis spent a decade as an award-winning broadcast journalist. He has worked as a freelance writer, columnist, and professional blogger since 2005. He has also served as a commentator and guest on a wide variety of television, radio, and internet shows.

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7 Responses

  1. Randy says:

    enjoy it. time away is super valuable. semi-pulling the plug on our fam on the big family road trip next month

  2. Mean Gene says:

    Ironic that, in order to read about you unplugging and the benefits of same, I had to be online instead of, oh, exercising/reading/living.

    Irony sucks.

  3. KenP says:

    When you’ve quit your lollygaging…

    “South Carolina sure knows how to pick ’em. Alvin Greene is a broke, unemployed guy who is facing a felony obscenity charge. He made no campaign appearances and raised no money, but he is the brand new Democratic Senate nominee from South Carolina. Tom Schaller at FiveThirtyEight.com does a detailed analysis of how a guy like this wins a primary race, and many of the signs point to voting machine fraud. There seem to have been irregularities on all sides. ‘Dr. Mebane performed second-digit Benford’s law tests on the precinct returns from the Senate race. … If votes are added or subtracted from a candidate’s total, possibly due to error or fraud, Mebane’s test will detect a deviation from this distribution. Results… showed that Rawl’s Election Day vote totals depart from the expected distribution at 90% confidence. In other words, the observed vote pattern for Rawl could be expected to occur only about 10% of the time by chance. … An unusual, non-random pattern in the precinct-level results suggests tampering, or at least machine malfunction, perhaps at the highest level. And Mebane is perhaps the leading expert on this very subject. Along with the anomalies between absentee ballot v. election day ballots…, something smells here.’ Techdirt.com points out that South Carolina uses ES&S voting machines, which have had strings of problems before; and they have no audit trail.”

  4. Bam-Bam says:

    “Technological progress has merely provided us with more efficient means for going backwards.”
    ~Aldous Huxley

    This remains one of my favourite quotes to this day. It was hovering around #1 until I mentioned it to a buddy. He countered with my new #1.

    “Technology… the knack of so arranging the world that we don’t have to experience it.”
    ~Max Frisch

    Always remember however that around the middle of the top half of my quote favs, is this little diddy.

    Live, Love and most of all, get the absoloute maximum out of both that you can.
    ~Bam-Bam

  5. Drizztdj says:

    “Catch me on Twitter and I’ll buy you dinner at Michael Mina”

    I’ll take the steak medium-rare with a baked potato. Kidding!

    Enjoy the island time!

  6. Lee Jones says:

    You dominate all aspects of the game, Otis. Our Strawberry outings:

    http://www.strawberrymusic.com

    by their very nature, force this on me once or twice a year; the effect is overwhelmingly joyous. Thanks to your example, I’m going to try expanding the concept to a week-long vacation, sometime in the next year. It’s a promise to you, and to me.

    Muchas gracias, amigo.

    Regards, Lee

    P.S. Warning: you may well find the sensation addictive.

  7. Eric Stoner says:

    Otis –

    I hope you find the time away from the Internets a relaxing one. I think of roughing it as a hotel without wi-fi – a huge mistake, especially when I count the number of hours I’m actually connected during my free-time (my job requires some sort of Internet connection at least part of the day).

    I’ve cut my connectivity by 50% – by this time next year, I hope to reduce that amount.

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